Lonely

I’ve been in a relationship for nearly 2 years now and I don’t know what’s gone wrong, every waking second I just feel like crap, I feel like I actually have no one that is genuinely there for me. Telling me to change myself, stop be so anxiety ridden and to snap out of depressional thoughts is not the way that I want to live my life, at the end of the day I just wish I had someone who fully understands me and my problems and will stick by me through everything instead of being told that you can’t handle my mood swings and other problems. Maybe I’m being delusional or not thinking straight, but one things for sure…. I don’t want to feel like this anymore